"Cheerful 'til I choke"

Geez, what a downer I have been! These blogs that I have been writing are really depressing. I don't want to go out on the end of the year like a cheap sparkler fizzle. I want a boom and an eruption of happy-fun-shit! For anyone who even reads what I write, here or on emails, you can totally see that I have had some low-points recently, but you know... my head is a bit clearer and my motivation is a bit stronger and I know everything will be alright. My mouth and my head still are like the Odd Couple lately, but I'll get them to work out their differences and come to some (dare I say) "copacetic" union. HA! Anyway, enough of the whining. Here's to my peeps for encouraging me to keep my head up. Love you all! Anyway, he didn't get a chance to say it earlier... but Ronin wishes everyone the Merriest of Christmas's and a Happy New Year!

Much Love!